out into the streets I look, sore in the throat
with dry tears I hung my head, hoping for a better day
The payday I wait, to settle my debts
and with guilt I still wait, looking down on earth
Confusion cloaks all over me.
At the far end I know I’m right, yet not chastity
The yearning is extreme, yearning for what I know not
The indemnity I have to pay, to make things work out
To dry my tears and drain my misery
To the winds of the hydrosphere.
On that other side they stand, firm and indifferent
Not looking in my sombre eyes, and the tears I have cried
They ask themselves not the question, why I’m so withdrawn
All is judgement, from my head to toe
All makes me guilty.
I am no man of small honor, at the peak of everything I stay
I respect both small and big, young and old
I put my best foot forward, but never step on others’ heads
However, not innocent as circumstances follow me always
Making me so wrong.
If being vindictive is the game, then me dead is the heart
Forgiveness working least, humanity spirit gone
The beasts, all hunting me down,
After my meat they come, my head upon a slate
The indemnity I’m seeking.
How I’m I supposed to make it real?
How I’m I supposed to live among wolves?
How I’m I supposed to stay with guilt inside my heart?
How I’m I supposed to man up to my duties if I am not free with myself?
Does it have to be like this?
Does it have to end like this?
Do I have to live like this?
Do I have to stay alive while someone is thirsting for my blood?
Does everything has to be all about what I can give?
In me I am lost, seeking the ways of wrong not
Wading through murkiness not, it is thick for my feet
I don’t wanna be this foreigner anymore
Free my soul
Tell me the indemnity that I have to pay,
So that I cleanse myself from the arena of gladiators.
Tell me what to do, the right man to be
Understand me, the shit that runs in my blood
Open your heart, welcome my sentiments
Open your eyes, see my unsaid sorrows
Look at my countenance, see the wrinkles
All say the pain I’ve been through.
Just tell me, what indemnity do I have to pay to release myself from your bondage.
Save me please! Save me!
Save my soul!
Save my dying energy!
Look at me like you would look at a girl!
Make me feel loved!
Ask me what is eating me!
Forgive my insanity!
Wipe my tears!
Give me the shoulder, on it to lean
Open your arms, in them for me to lie
Open your house, for me to stay
Share with me the happiness
Share with me the love
Share with me friendliness
Be a friend, talk to me
Be the shining light in my path
Be the lover of my heart
Be the one to listen to my sorrows
Be the guardian angel for my life
I’m just human
I get angry
I stop listening
I do bad things
But I repent
It is what makes me human
Don’t judge me yet
We are all criminals, who have not been caught.
Treat me with innocence
Like a little child hold me in your arms
Like a piece of gold treasure me
MY LIFE MAY BE WAY DIFFERENT BECAUSE I’M JUST HUMAN.
JUST TELL ME THE PRICE TO PAY.